19.03.18. On starting a business with friends: Don’t hypothetically ask me to give up a job I love to do something I feel very lukewarm about. And don’t demand full commitment if you’re not willing to give the same in return. I wish people would understand and respect that someone else’s best life might not be the one that you might choose. And maybe it’s not about the money and status but all about the happiness.
Nars Wanted Palette. I need this in my life. Mecca needs to restock please.
Confessions Part 37
25.02.18. The drive home through the rain tonight felt like a journey through a hurricane. The highway’s an ocean, echoing the sound of the thrum, you see the water, knee deep, and you fear that the smaller cars might drown; you fear that you might drown. You scoff at the thought as you grip the wheel tighter, peering through the cloudy mist. You might have believed you were riding a cloud had you not felt the bump in every crack of the road. You Adele to the radio and you think on loneliness. To all those hanging conversations you’ll reply to ‘tomorrow’, to that drifting feeling of being alone in a crowd, to the places that no longer feel like home, to all the good times and good people you’ll never see again. The rain, it does that to you, but that loneliness, you did it to you.
You have an ATM that gives you the exact amount of money you need to survive for the day, how you spend it is your choice. Today you are given $70,000,000.
